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La Reine Du Lune Fic Masterlist
X-Men and Wolverine Logan Howlett x Reader
Shades of Grey
After life has left you wounded and alone, you decide to apply to teach at Xavier's School For Gifted Youngers. There you meet the older, wiser Professor Logan Howlett aka The Wolverine and while your attraction to him is undeniable, you know love and romance isn't for you. Your mutation has left you too damaged and unlovable a thing. Logan may have a different opinion. While you navigate your new life and friendship with Logan, one of the X-Men, once a friend to all. may become a threat to you.
This story takes place a year post the end of "X-Men: Days of Future Past", after Logan has returned to his new, kinder future, a thriving school and a whole new world to get used to. Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11
Love Goes On Series
Part I: Loves Goes On
Original Trilogy Era Logan is travelling from small town to small town through Alberta with no real purpose other than survival until he meets a young waitress in a dive bar who opens his heart, and uncages his animal within.
Part II: Loves Goes On... and On
Logan, Laura, Wade and Vanessa are all settling into their new lives in Vancouver, when Logan's and his reunited love's lives are thrown into a tailspin.
Part III: Loves Goes On... and On... and On
The last part of the trilogy - where Logan and his love try and figure out their future when things get complicated.
Deadpool and Wolverine Wade Wilson x Logan Howlett
The Muck-Sprout and His Undaunted Knight Crusader WIP
Falling through a magical portal at the height of an alien invasion was not on Wade Wilson's Bingo Card when he and Logan had woken up that morning, nor was them ending up in another time and place. Nevertheless, in search of a way home the pair must traverse the land where adventure, intrigue and danger awaits!
Logan's Christmas Carol
On Christmas Eve, Logan is visited by three spirits.
When I'm With You WIP
A series of stand alone prompt based chapters of Wade and Logan in love and making their way through this crazy life together.
(Another) Rockies Honeymoon
Logan and Wade are newly married, and Logan wants to take Wade somewhere secluded and peaceful for their honeymoon so the two of them can be completely alone and not have a care in the world.
Anything For You
Wade's certain the only thing that will make Logan truly happy is to get him his family back, even if that means losing Logan forever.
How to Properly Defrost a Wadesicle: And Other Life Lessons for J. Logan Howlett
Wade runs amok, and Logan has to save him.
Sparkle and Shine
After a couple years in his new universe, Logan has a family. He loves Wade, he loves his daughter Laura, and he even loves his dog. Therefore when the big wibbly wobbly timey wimey ball of timelines and the multiverse collide with the present, and Wade suffers the consequences - there is nothing that'll stop Logan from getting his Wade back.
Promises in the Dark
When a particularly difficult job sends Wade into a deep depression, Logan is there to comfort him.
Rock(ies) Honeymoon
Logan and Wade had reached a place of deep love, understanding and attachment to each other, when a dangerous mission came their way and threatened the peaceful life they'd worked so hard for.
A Shove in the Right Direction
Laura is tired of both Logan and Wade having their heads so far up their respective asses and decides to give them both a good hard shove in the right direction.
Photographs
Logan finds photographs of Wade before he was changed.
First Date
Logan and Wade go up against The Russian Mafia on a mission to rescue victims of a human trafficking ring, during which a few revelations come to light. Participating in a violent massacre together constitutes a first date, doesn't it?
Spartacus Agron x Nasir Barca/Pietros
A Place Between Love and War
Agron and Nasir are offered a reprieve from strife and struggle from a most unexpected source.
Mond Söhne (Sons of the Moon) WIP
Stolen from their homelands after betrayal, Agron and Duro find themselves in the House of Batiatus and their true nature quelled and tethered. But, the machinations of Spartacus would seek to free them and wreck havoc upon Rome, for Agron and Duro were wolf-kind and sons of the Moon. The beasts within could not be caged forever.
An AU Werewolf fic.
The Arrow's Mark
Nasir takes an arrow meant for Agron.
Fickle Gods
The gods are often cruel, merciless and fickle, but what if for once they gave Pietros and Barca their favour.
Before and After
Vows spoken in times of triumph and times of defeat.
Coming Home
My contribution for the Nagron Fic Exchange 2021! I wrote for SubtextEquals, whose prompt was: post battle comforting each other.
When a band of errant Romans threaten the peaceful life Agron and Nasir have created for themselves East of the Rhine, there is but one course of action for them to take.
In The Lap of the Gods Series - Spartacus/The Old Guard
Part I: In The Lap of the Gods Crossover Fic with The Old Guard Fandom
Lost for over two thousand years, Agron and Nasir awaken to a whole new world of strife and violence, having been gifted by the gods with the ability to heal from all wounds.
Joe, Nicky and the others begin to dream of two men, a hulking beast who speaks an ancient Germanic tongue, and the slight but strong, darker man who holds his heart. Knowing the two are in great peril, they go in search of their new brothers.
Part II: In the Lap of the Gods II: The Fall of the Wolf Slayer Crossover Fic with The Old Guard Fandom
Prequel to my previous tale "In the Lap of the Gods".
Life for Agron and Nasir east of the Rhine is not without hardship or strife, but at least they are together. That is until a seemingly unstoppable force threatens their peace and their very lives. The appearance of dark stranger with a beguiling smile, reminding him too much of Castus, sets Agron on edge, but this stranger may be their only hope.
Marwan Kenzari and Luca Marinelli Cinematic Universe Crossover Fic Daan (Hartenstraat)/Paolo Guerrisi
The Fathers of Saar and Italia
I couldn't help myself! I have taken Luca Marinelli's Paolo from "Il Padre D'Italia", and Marwan Kenzari's Daan from "Hartenstraat" and done what all fans are compelled to do - match them up as must be done in light of the awesomeness that is The Old Guard's Nicky and Joe.
So here it is, a little slice of life for the sweetest pair of single dads out there.
The Old Guard Joe x Nicky / Yusuf Al-Kaysani x Nicolò di Genova
The Moments In Between
It was not always death, violence and blood. There were moments in between where peace and love reigned for Joe and Nicky.
A series of romantic one-shots.
Psychopomps
Joe and Nicky escape to their Maltese paradise, but not all is as it should be or as it seems.
Time Rolls Ever On
There were cities in the world they visited more than once, where they made history, made a difference, and made friends. One such city was New Orleans, Louisiana - where Andy likes to stir up trouble, Booker finds what he didn't know he was looking for, and Joe and Nicky make time for romance.
Of Monsters and Miracles
Booker sucked in a large, deep breath, “When Merrick had you and Nicky. When Dr. Kozak was working on you, did they… did they take semen samples?”
Joe was taken aback and felt some new emotion gnaw deep in his gut. “What?” he gasped.
“Joe, you have to see where I’m going with this.”
“I… I don’t know, we were in and out of it a lot. There were so many drugs in our system, we died many times. I have no specific memory, but maybe? I don’t know. She took a piece of everything else. Why? Why?”
“Because I have Nicky’s son with me,” Booker said after an eternally long pause.
In The Lap of the Gods Series - Spartacus/The Old Guard
Part I: In The Lap of the Gods Crossover Fic with the Spartacus Fandom
Lost for over two thousand years, Agron and Nasir awaken to a whole new world of strife and violence, having been gifted by the gods with the ability to heal from all wounds.
Joe, Nicky and the others begin to dream of two men, a hulking beast who speaks an ancient Germanic tongue, and the slight but strong, darker man who holds his heart. Knowing the two are in great peril, they go in search of their new brothers.
Part II: In the Lap of the Gods II: The Fall of the Wolf Slayer Crossover Fic with the Spartacus Fandom
Prequel to my previous tale "In the Lap of the Gods".
Life for Agron and Nasir east of the Rhine is not without hardship or strife, but at least they are together. That is until a seemingly unstoppable force threatens their peace and their very lives. The appearance of dark stranger with a beguiling smile, reminding him too much of Castus, sets Agron on edge, but this stranger may be their only hope.
Schitt's Creak David/Patrick
Soft Launch
A Post-Script to each episode of Season 5.
The Surfers and the Alien
David finds out a devastating secret from Patrick's past.
Meet the Parents... For Breakfast
While David and Patrick are enjoying breakfast with the Brewers the morning after Patrick's birthday party, Alexis shows up unexpectedly and drops a bombshell that brings up memories for David he's tried very hard to forget.
Hearts On Fire
In which David learns how far Patrick will go to prove his love for him.
Hard Work Is Its Own Reward
David enlightens Patrick to his new discovery about their relationship.
Versailles Philippe x Chevalier / Philippe Chevalier de Lorraine x Philippe I duc d'Orléans
Bless Me Father
Philippe convinces his Chevalier to follow him on a quest for answers to the questions that torment his very soul.
To Save His Prince
Post-Series 3.
Plagued by violent nightmares of war, Philippe is spiraling into a hopeless depression and drowning in a well of sorrow from which he cannot emerge from alone. The Chevalier feels his love slipping through his fingers more and more each day. But, with the help of his dear Liselotte, he conspires to save the love of his life.
High Light In The Darkness
Set just after the finale...
Philippe returns to his rooms late in the evening, having been in counsel with the King, and as expected his Chevalier is waiting there for him. The time had come for them to reunite with more than just a kiss.
When The Angels Descended From The Heavens To Slay Dragons
Post-Series 3. In which our dear Chevalier de Lorraine is a hero.
"The Chevalier would have thought the King would’ve learned his lesson about throwing a party in the middle of the garden with all of the court present when there was unrest with the peasants and not have them be surrounded on all sides by the royal guard.
But alas, that was not the case."
#hugh jackman#logan howlett#wolverine#ryan reynolds#spartacus#logan howlett x reader#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#the old guard#fanfic#wolverine x reader#poolverine#deadclaws#peanutbub#worst wolverine#deadpool x wolverine#wade x logan#wolverpool#monchevy#versailles#schitt's creek#david x patrick#patrick brewer#david rose#philippe d'orleans#chevalier de lorraine#philippe x chevalier#nagron#agron x nasir#fan fic
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!!! Kpop Demon Hunters !!!
So I watched Kpop Demon Hunters the other night and I have thoughts.
!! Possible Spoilers ahead !!
I thought it was gonna be bad, thought I wasn't gonna like it but it was actually really fuckin good. The characters were likable, the songs were sick (favs are golden and your idol). The story was engaging and worked so well. it was a breath of fresh air to have a new movie that was actually good.
I love Rumi being a demon, it worked super well and it was a good sort of main plot for the movie. Having her meet someone from the other side who didn't seem like the worst, helping her learn about the good parts of herself, to accept the demon half of her, it was great.
I love that there wasn't actual romance in it, it was refreshing to have a movie about guys and girls and not have romance be a main focus. Obviously there was the jokes about the shipping but nothing came from it. The story was about the three girls and their bond, not about girls getting with these demon guys.
The best part about this movie is that the story isn't even something new, so many movies and shows have the trope of 'group of people fighting against a bad thing but one of the group is actually a member of that bad thing and is accepted' sort of thing, they just did it in a new and engaging way that appealed and worked.
It also just proves that people do want original content and ideas, they just don't want the same regurgitated crap Disney puts out with their live actions and their movies without soul. This movie is what happens if you let the creatives make the content instead of the executives.
Honestly, as someone who isn't a Kpop person, it was really good and i'm excited to see more original stuff hopefully following this. And i'm hoping Disney doesn't try stealing the idea and making some shit like Afrobeats Vampire Hunter's or some shit (though with the right people, that could be a bomb movie)
Also, in an Au where the Saja boys stayed on earth, Rumi, Zoey and Mira are definitely a triad. Jinu is like their dad/older brother figure - maybe even goes after Celine; Romance, Abby, Mystery and Baby are either paired off together or one quad (or they find lovers in other idols)
#kpop demon hunters#Rumi kpdh#Zoey kpdh#Mira kpdh#jinu kpdh#baby kpdh#romance kpdh#mystery kpdh#abby kpdh#rumi x mira x zoey#kpdh
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Zelink post-BotW Fluff: Swimming Lesson
TW: none
Link loved the squelch of saltwater sand between his toes. He couldn’t believe Zelda hated it so much, but he didn’t mind carrying her into the water as she laughed and yelled at him to put her down, to the delight of her students.
Every day he learned more about the princess. Like him, she wasn’t the same person who began a century long pause on life. Yet while he rested and healed in safety, she battled to hold back the full might of Gannon to save what remained of their beloved land.
And he’d never let her forget her strength. He had faith in her.
Link saw her smile and ignored her halfhearted protests. He ran into the cool wave, turning her back towards the spray so it would not splash her eyes.
She gasped and laughed along with the gang of children running beside them, giggling and diving into the waves.
They shouted instructions to her, deftly swapping roles of teacher and student, “Pinch your nose, or breathe out! In one, two, three!” they instructed her.
She held her nose tightly in one hand and held Link’s shoulder in the other.
Link plunged down into the wave. Beyond the thin, swirling veil of white foam shone sunlight spears piercing a world of sapphire blue.
They came up, and she gasped for air. She struggled to catch her breath as Link moved her to his back. He walked just beyond the shallow waves near the shore, then followed the shoreline in the calm, gently pulsing water.
Zelda laughed as she memorized the shape and color of each coral from above, whispering their Sheikah names to herself, connecting them to her texts, Link guessed.
The water-sure children paddled and dove nearby, and led the pair further into the calm bay.
Zelda nervously wiped dripping water from her eyes.
“You’ll get used to it!” one child shouted, “Now you’ve gotta learn how to kick your legs!”
She froze, but Link pulled her down carefully.
“This will be easy. Probably easier than your riding lessons,” he assured her quietly.
“But I broke my ankle…” she said, turning white.
“Oh," He cursed his memory loss again, "Well, easier than shield surfing then…”
“You used three fairies the first day!” She glared playfully at him.
“But you didn’t. It’ll be fine. I promise.”
That seemed to satisfy her.
The children watched as their teacher, Miss Zelda, floated nervously on her stomach, arms forward and legs straining to stay flat, supported by Link’s left arm, and gripping his right arm for dear life.
“I'm not sure I should have agreed to this,” she laughed, but her smile showed both fear and excitement.
“He’s got you! It’s okay, Miss Princess!” Kinov called as he blocked splashes from his little brother, Zuta.
Zelda smiled at Link. He smiled back at her and offered a quick, encouraging nod.
She kicked her legs, as hard as she could, as the students cheered.
It had been her deal to them: if they’d spend a week learning to read Zora script, she’d let them teach her to swim. It meant a great deal more when they realized how much she did not enjoy sand.
The children laughed and cheered at her kicks as she grew more confident in the peaceful water.
“Now swim!” they shouted, and splashed her.
“Stop! The fish!” A girl shouted.
Zelda slowed her kicks. She was getting the hang of the water’s buoyancy, its resistance to her movement and the flowing echoes of her motion, its wide, gentle breaths in and out.
The kids watched the water quietly as they tread or stood in the rocking mass. Slowly, they watched schools of fish return.
“They’re back,” one said with a grin.
“Yay! Fishies!” A young girl whispered.
“Are you ready?” Link asked.
Zelda wiped her eyes, smiled nervously, and gasped, “Just let me catch my breath for a moment. This water is just so… so endless…so bright…” the children did not wait for her, and dove while she scanned the silver horizon, lost in a contemplative trance.
He hoisted her onto his shoulders to see the horizon better. It was all still new to her, this endless sea.
Link recalled his first time seeing it. He didn’t understand who he was back then, or where he’d come from, except what the old man and old woman told him, before he really understood his history with King Rhoam and Chief Impa.
He was just trying to stay alive long enough to recover his scattered memories, standing near the cliffs above the village. He had finished a battle for his life against a gang of blue bokoblins with a rusty soldier’s sword, a long stick, and a few carefully timed bombs as he battled high on a cliff near a shrine.
He recalled struggling to catch his breath after the battle, still shaking from adrenaline, ears ringing. A rare fury had surged in him: the world he’d so abruptly awoken to harbored so much evil, and all because of his failure; one he couldn't even remember.
Then, he’d turned around. Beyond the cliffs near his feet, Link saw the impossible: another world, shimmering like a mirror and made entirely of water. Only a few tiny islands, like small bowls floating precariously, darkened the giant mirror’s surface. The world’s end, he’d thought.
Ocean, came the taste, the smell of a memory.
He’d glided down to look closer at the mirror's cracking edge, white waves, and soon discovered a village with kind people; it was a place of healing, peace, and rest. He slept to the heartbeat of the sea.
For the first time since he awoke, he knew he could find good in the world beyond the Calamity.
He often returned between adventures, especially whenever he discovered a new memory. Here, he’d prayed final goodbyes to sweet Mipha, fatherly Daruk, wise Urbosa, and even the proud, lonely Revali before they faced Gannon together.
“Wow, you’re strong, mister!” one boy said as he looked up at Zelda, the taller princess easily supported on his shoulders. The child dispelled Link’s reflections as they splashed.
“Come see the fish!” The children begged, bored with the pair’s long gaze at the midday horizon.
Link walked closer to them as Zelda slowly returned to the present. He wondered what she thought. Did it change her too?
The children led them a little deeper into the water. Link guided Zelda to his arms and helped her float, as before, so she could look down into the water. He stepped carefully around the coral as swells brushed up to his shoulders. He felt a little unprepared without his Zora armor. I should get used to not relying on specialized equipment so much, he thought.
“Come see!” The children said, and they dove below.
“I’m ready,” Zelda confirmed before he asked.
“Open your eyes,” he said, winking just before he dropped under the surface with her.
Schools of fish swam over the giant purple and pink gardens of coral. Kelp forests swayed in the mouth of the bay, giant fish swimming in and out. Tiny red fish darted all around them.
Zelda made a sound of surprise, bubbles billowing, and he rushed her back to the surface.
“Are you alright?”
“Oh my goodness! Yes, I’m fine. Just so surprised! I didn’t see most of them from up here! I recognize the eels from my texts! Do they get very big?” She asked, looking a little nervous.
“Let’s find out,” he answered and rose up in warning before diving again.
Tiny, ribbon-like eels of turquoise swam nearby. A yellow fish swam by, and Zelda reached a hand out to it. It puffed up like an octo balloon, and wiggled awkwardly away.
The feel of Zelda’s soft hand gently returning to his shoulder made him feel strange: a mixture of peaceful and tense. It was oddly similar to the feeling before a fight, that queasiness, yet his body felt slower, seeking to match her gentleness. He shook it off and intentionally tensed up as he spied a new fish. He mustn’t ever be off his guard.
A child swam over and pointed toward shore.
“Princess, I have a message for you!” Called a male voice as they surfaced.
Link carried Zelda to shore. She wiggled down and, though she winced ever so slightly as her feet touched the warm sand, she still walked with the grace of a queen, in spite of her soaked clothes.
“Who sent it?” Zelda asked, taking the scroll from the Hylian traveler.
“It’s from Lady Riju. She has a request you visit at sunrise tomorrow,” the messenger read, and showed the note to Zelda.
“Very well. Can you confirm to her that we’ll be there?” Zelda said, taking the blanket Link offered and wrapping it on him with a grin. He grinned back and got another one from the children, who had followed them ashore. As the messenger left, they took Zelda’s blanket back, yelled, and chased her with it yelling “Like-like! Zelda’s a shield!”
She ran, and for once, Link did not rush to defend her.
“Caught you!” a little boy squealed behind him and caught Link’s leg. Link recognized him as Zuta, Kinov’s little brother. The poor boy always seemed one step, one instruction behind. He must have misunderstood the others, Link realized.
Link laughed, and tousled his hair, “You did! Clever! Now, let’s catch the teacher!” he said, and picked up the pace to chase the others, Zuta still holding his leg.
TBD (1578 words) by SkipBreaker Chapters: 1/? Fandom: The Legend of Zelda & Related Fandoms, The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild/Tears of the Kingdom Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Link/Zelda (Legend of Zelda), Impa & Zelda (Legend of Zelda) Characters: Link (Legend of Zelda), Zelda (Legend of Zelda), Impa (Legend of Zelda) Summary: Who is Zelda, without a Kingdom or Calamity? Who is Link without the Champions and a clear mission?
#link#botw link#botw zelda#zelink botw#zelink#lu wild#eventually#lurelin village#I'm not good at romance but I'm trying to figure it out#does this even count as romance? I hope so.#lu flora
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That's a good point! In all honesty, I'm uncertain when this specific ending started becoming popular (THW came out right before covid, so that section of time is kind of soupy in my brain, on top of me being young at the time anyways) so it very well could have been the movie that started the trend.
Themes like the ones in THW are important in media, and probably do resonate with many people. Sometimes, friendships do fall apart! That's a very real fact of life, and of growing up! Sometimes friends move away. Sometimes friends grow apart. Sometimes friends pass away. The movie says "loss is a part of love," and it's right.
My issue comes in with how that idea is executed, I suppose. I think they had the end picked out first, and then had to figure out what needed to happen to make that ending make sense. Hiccup, as a character, needed to be treated as though he was keeping Toothless from something, because that would make the ending seem justified. Toothless, as a character, was written to be less attached to Hiccup and more horny unfufilled and attracted to the Light Fury/the wild, so that the ending would feel less like a separation, and more like freeing Toothless. However, as many people point out, these changes tend to contradict previously established character traits, and thus the whole plot feels less... I guess the word would be natural?
The Light Fury is in part a metaphor for the wild, so I know she's symbolic of a greater thing, but it still feels like the thing the movie is trying to imply is that the specific part of growing up that drove apart Hiccup and Toothless was... romance? It serves this idea that Toothless cannot have a successful romantic relationship with the Light Fury while still being with Hiccup, and that Hiccup cannot be in a successful romantic relationship with Astrid while still being with Toothless (Astrid's "I can't compete with a dragon" comment comes to mind). I've never liked the idea that friendship is somehow secondary to romance, but the way THW's plot is arranged almost makes friendship into an outright obstacle for romance, and that feels way worse.
Thank you for your input! I definitely see your point, and appreciate you playing devil's advocate for the sake of debate!
Okay, I'm sending this out into the world. This might earn me a bunch of heated arguments but I'll take the risk
I really don't like the Hidden World. It makes me angry and upset, and I feel like it spits in the face of what httyd stands for. If it sounds like a strong opinion, that's because it is
However, I would also like to hear from people who DO like it, because... honestly, I just don't get it. I've never understood narratives like THW's, where the magical thing that brought joy and purpose to the main character disappears. I understand that sometimes we lose people and things, sometimes important things, and I get that there should be stories about that reality. That's how we get audiences, especially young ones, to understand these harsh realities. But I feel like there's almost too much of that narrative now, and often it seems poorly handled. I think THW handles it pretty badly in particular
If you liked the hidden world as a movie, and like it's themes, I'd appreciate you explaining why under this post. I'd really like to try and understand what makes it appealing to some fans, and the value they assign to its storytelling. Don't be surprised if I reply with questions or rebuttals, because this is an invitation to discussion/(extremely casual and not heated please) debate. Also don't be shocked if this post randomly gets deleted, because at a certain point I think I'll get tired of it
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The squad of all time has arrived on scene.
#dungeon meshi#mithrun#Cithis Ofri#Pattadol#Fleki#Lycion#Otta#Happy Canary Debut Day! These guys wont really get to be very present until the next season of Dungeon Meshi#But I can still be excited to see them animated!!!#Shout out to Pattadol - I also tend to occupy 'The Punchline' niche of the friendgroup.#The punchline differs from 'The Jester' who willingly absorbs the jokes. The punchline is often unwillingly the joke.#You are either the one no one likes or the well beloved little-sibiling-esque friend. Good luck figuring out which!#Yes it is canon that Otta is into Women. YES she dates younger women and dumps them when they age.#This isn't a fan made bit. It's real.#Dungeon Meshi has no romance but it does have canonically queer characters.#Shipping is fine and all but it is a running theme in the series than *everyone* who expresses romantic interest in someone -#-finds that love unrequited. Just something to be mindful of to measure your expectations of this series!#Ah! In other housekeeping notes; I'm going to *try* and add Alt Text to my dungeon meshi thurday posts going forwards.#I might not be able to do it day of but I will try to get it done within a week.
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not me imagining doof teaching max how to do different forms of physical intimacy bc he's a clueless alien from a repressed society so he's never been in a relationship and doesn't know how kissing works
#maxbarks#maxdoof#like he knows what the different forms of intimacy are. he's watched shows depicting romance and observed couples doing pda and such#but being an active participant? doof would have had to be very patient as he figured it out#huuuge fucking blow to his ego to learn he isn't immediately good at it on the first try#doof doesn't hold it against him when he gets frustrated and decides he's no longer in the mood and isolates for a while#bc it's sooo embarrassing to be seen as a beginner by the other person involved#you just wanna skip that awkward fumbling part and be amazing so they have an amazing experience but instead they kinda just laugh#and you feel laughed at and it's like FUCK‼️‼️‼️ I'M A JOKE‼️‼️ GET ME OUT OF HERE‼️‼️‼️#what was i talking about oh right maxdoof yes
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I was just ambushed within the turbulent halls of my own mind by some headcanons about rye ingellvar's childhood that did 15000000 points of psychic damage to me and my heart personally and also made me almost sure of how I want to play it all at the end (very very differently from how I imagined going in!). some 'oh holy fuck this changes everything' rocking my own world bullshit going on in my neurons right now I'm reeling
#I'm sorry to say that despite what I expected I think the dread wolf might be going down violently on my first run???#not because *I* love solas any less but because of who rye is and some of the twists I know happen down the line#which does make for a neat thing b/c I meant to play the crow I'm going with second as initially incredibly hostile#and then growing to feel for him and redeeming him at the end.#so if rye starts out very reasonable and sympathetic and then is brought to 'haha. no. fuck you forever for that in particular' at the end#...a pleasing cosmic symmetry in it I must admit. perfect and also makes me feel a bit sick#I'll try to put together something coherent eventually but for now#it's sort of a 'my name is ellaryen ingellvar you killed the guy#that my brain went 'close enough welcome back beloved and much missed deceased father figure' over. prepare to despair and die'#I think just the killing part might not have done it but everything that comes after? rye is a chill guy until he finally decides#that enough is fucking *enough*. and that was the most enough of all time for them#it also explains rye's accent (one of his primary caregivers growing up was a dwarf)! so many birds with one stone here#also I am so fucking sad now and I did it entirely to myself. I love fiction I love games (embarassingly genuine)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: ellaryen ingellvar#thank god that the romanced solas playthrough is the second one tho that does make things less dire haha#adaar would have given it the good old college try to get solas to change his mind right to the end I think#but even his capable hands and politician's mind could not hold back the sheer beware the fury of a patient man storm#that is about to hit solas for the shit he just pulled. I think rye and solas are -- as it turns out -- TOO alike in many ways#...solas buddy I'm so sorry I'll come back for you on the second playthrough and make it right I swear fhsak#it's just that a second dead dwarf dad has joined the chat to haunt the narrative (and this time it's fucking personal frfr)#it's almost scary how quick I've gotten attached to my rook tho. I've waited A DECADE to save this bald elf man from himself#and then rye shows up with steel in his normally kind eyes going 'no. I want that fucker *dead*'. and I just go anything for you babyboy#I'll see what we can do. unspeakable stuff
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yknow what i wish i had more people i looked up to
#thinking about sempai/kouhai relationships#like genuine slightly more experienced to younger person relationships not romance#and like man i've always loved the idea of it#that if you have a little more experience you take care of and help teach those who come after#that when you're new you have people you can go to and rely on#like. american culture is So individualized that even entry level jobs expect experience its all about do it yourself#and there's no. reaching a hand out. or like i know there IS but#it's not broadly expected#in any case i've been out of school for ages and none of my jobs really even have any option for that kind of thing#which is where this frustration is coming from#like my in-person job (as opposed to my online where obv i have VERY little interaction even with coworkers)#the only other employees are two adults who've been doing this for ages#and i'm still learning how to communicate with them#and i just. i'm trying to respect them as my superiors but i don't particularly respect them as people#which feels mean but augh#our workplace doesn't give me a lot of room to like see what they're doing and learn from it anyway#i wish i had someone i respected in the admiration way you know#that i could actually see their work. in detail#so i could mimic and learn from them#and it's so childish and i'm too old to be like this#i should be a sempai to other people by now#but i'm so behind#and i'm a complete disaster at communicating with people younger than me lmao#i wish i could at least rest comfortably in my accomplishments but i have none#i wish i were someone who took good care of others but i know myself and my personality is the opposite: better at Being spoiled#and unfortunately i'm both unsuccessful and not trophy wife material#no choice but to do things on my own#if i can't have a partner to spoil me can't i at least have a close relationship with a sempai figure#parent figures don't count 'cause it just makes me feel/act more childish which is the wrong direction!#i'm gonna be embarrassed about all these texts posts later
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Will my current Durge continue their path of "my brain is horrifying mush please just tell me what to do and I'll do it" and give in to Astarion's ascension only to inevitably break up with him because he's terrible now?
Or will they grow as a person and finally stand up to Astarion for his own good so they can try to heal together?
#I'm finishing act 2 and still don't know#They're trying so hard to be good but what even is good these days#Cazador may have to wait while they figure more shit out about themselves#bg3#astarion romance#dark urge#durge#bg3 spoilers
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if you guys have watched the new hunger games movie can you help me figure out something pretty please
#sooo technically i did actually read the book...#but my memory is Shit™#i watched like the first 20 minutes and i remembered like 10% of it#so what i'm trying to figure out is if it's a good idea to watch it with my parents#like just... would it be entertaining enough if you aren't a huge fan?#for context my dad did watch the first few movies and he's pretty easy to please with movies he adores harry potter movies so this should b#entertaining enough right?#i feel like i should know but like is it too YA???#i've seen from gifs that those two kiss and i dont remember that so i dont trust my memory Is it a romance is it too much of it i dont know#pls help
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🫵🏻 KARLACH KISSER
#WAAAAHOOOOOOOOOOOO#little purple lesbian meadow is living her best life and getting her lips singed. for the greater good#while landric is being slutty at the tiefling party before i reload and return to the task at hand (romancing gale)#completely out of character for him but i have a need to experiment with every option!!!!#still not done my first run but cazador keeps kicking my ass and i need a break#astarion has died like 14 times. yes i am playing on explorer.#this might be the first time in the game that i need to google how to get through a fight cause jeeeesus christ#but i am determined to figure it out myself#emma if ur seeing this i WILL answer your ask I'm just trying to hash out my characters more first before i post about them#because i keep making slight changes to their backstories (and in one case entirely changing his class) and i am a perfectionist#also i need better outfits for them adhkshdf#oc meadow#ky posts text#kyra plays bg3#bg3.txt
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Forgot how much I hate the planning stages of fics
#in good news my writer's block is gone#in bad news I'm writing a poly bodyswap au for rwrb#and am trying desperately to figure out how to engrain the romance when each character is in a different fucking country#if one is in london one is in the south of france and one is in texas. how do bros talk to each other on their way back to un-swap 🤔#poly soulmate bodyswap telepathy au seems a bit much#yknow
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if you guys are interested, send in an ask or comment!
will anybody be willing to hear out neglected child reader who was another one of zeus's bastard children. you're out there chasing for your stepmother (hera's attention), whilst zeus just lets you run around without his care, clearly too wrapped up in his affairs. your other siblings aren't as good to you, too, thinking another half-deity isn't worth their time—
so you'd give up, pretty much choosing to bestow the mortal world with your presence instead; because if you can't be loved by your own family, then let yourself be worshipped by passionate mortals instead.
how about romancing telemachus? what if you both learn what it's like navigating through his godly favor with athena, and you with your own powers? what if you have odysseus and penelope be the actual parent-figures you always wanted? their overprotectiveness skyrockets every time you propose to being elsewhere in ithaca, to the point you forget that it's you who has the godly powers to oppose, but how could you when a darker side of them appears every time you allow yourself to be disrespected within their palace?
how about in another place? what are you to many of the great warriors, if not for a forgotten, yet mysterious and whimsical deity? why is your name muttered in all the regions? surely, with just how much you deny your god-like origins, but still manage to capture the hearts of hundreds of suitors, you'd gain quite the infamous name despite your closed-off attitude.
imagine enough attention was garnered on your presence, that that's what was needed for them to finally notice you? but you're not quite the same child who used to pull on their robes, or look at them as brightly as the sun— no, now you deny them of any of your love. your mother, hera, finally sees you and urges you to return to olympus away from the prying eyes of many suitors and back into the domain of safety. she calls you her baby, fuzzing over you even when you openly and spitefully try to rip her hands away from fixing your 'messy' robes. zeus isn't any better, now he calls you sweet names and pretend like he hadn't actively bashed on you for your weakness back when you were begging on his throne for just a sliver of attention? he wants you to sit in between his throne and hera's? you're significantly smaller than him, he's gigantic in nature, and it doesn't help that he treats you like you could be easily squashed by him (which is every damn right possible, and it's intimidating and makes you want to cry).
and there's the issue with the others, too. so many of them used to deny you in favor of focusing on their own domains. now apollo wants to carry you off in one of his chariots to ride off the skies with him while he plays his lyre to you? artemis wants to teach you the way of the hunt under the dark, gloomy skies you used to wish under for a moment of their time? aphrodite used to spitefully shut you out of her own doors, but now she invites you in her room to gossip and play pretend while she coos and braids your hair?
and all the other gods, now wanting to take you away from the underserving - as they say it - mortal realm? that the people who built sculptures of you, who held you more lovingly more than those you grew up with, aren't worthy of your divine presence?
what a joy to be a being looming between the lines of mortal and divine, right?
a/n: this concept is better off and more coherent in my head i swear. now i don't often diverge from my main fandom, but the similarities between this and the yan! batfam is quite hilarious to me that ngl i want to make a crossover of it. and yes, this is me coping with the stress of having to deal with the sudden influx of hate in the yan! dc community, so i'm taking a short break from it to focus on this.
#🌷... yael's works#🧁... yael's misc.#yandere#yandere greek gods#yandere epic the musical#yandere telemachus#yandere zeus#yandere hera#yandere apollo#yandere artemis#yandere athena#yandere aphrodite#yandere god#yandere goddess#platonic yandere#yandere odysseus#yandere penelope#yandere greek mythology#romantic yandere#yandere concept#yandere imagines#yandere headcanons#yandere x you#yandere x reader#yandere x darling#yandere x y/n#neglected reader
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The Equation of Us
In which Phainon is a hopeless chemistry student who finally understands the subject by falling hopelessly in love and turning every exam into a love letter.

content: phainon x gn!reader, modern university au
word count: 1.7k
note: i wanted to make something before his banner drops, so here's an attempt. this is my first time writing phainon, so i'm so sorry if it's bad or ooc. formatted on phone, so the format might be a bit off as well.

I. Phainon is Bad at Chemistry (Until He Isn't)
Phainon is, by all definitions, a disaster at General Chemistry.
It's not that he doesn't try. He studies, shows up to classes, and even volunteers to mop the lab floor when someone drops the potassium-filled beaker again. But there is just something about acids, chemical bonding, and thermodynamics that just... won't stick.
Until you came along.
Somehow, the moment he started associating chemical principles with you, everything clicked. Like how ionic bonds are one-sided love. Or how magnetic fields reminded him of the ways you make his heart pull sideways when you walk into the room. Soon his notes are no longer filled with the complicated jargons and diagrams as was shown by his professor, Anaxagoras, on the board but is instead replaced with little doodles and analogies connected to you.
Suddenly, chemistry is Phainon's favourite subject. Not because he's good at it, but because every question feels like a metaphor for his hopeless crush.

II. A Guide to Chemistry (Written in Phainon-Speak)
(Or, a glimpse into Phainon's notebook)
He's doomed. And Mydei, his best friend, is now aware of it.
They were studying together after classes, reviewing notes and discussing lessons. But this study session has long devolved into Phainon drawing stick figures of you and him with electrons drawn between them. He has not been paying attention to any of Mydei's words for the past 15 minutes and Mydei is starting to be annoyed at the lack of response. So he turned his gaze to his silent friend and came face-to-face with a very concerning list of things.
✧ Note A: Bonding Types ○ Ionic bond: When someone gives away everything—like I would, if they asked. One-sided, but powerful. Painful and devastating, very me-coded. ○ Covalent bond Shared electrons = shared food and drinks. Strong and stable. Very couple-coded. ○ Hydrogen bond Small and fleeting, like when their hands brushed against mine once and I couldn't breathe for three minutes.
✧ Note B: Magnetic Fields Technically it is formed when charges move. But also, when they enter a room and all my atoms realign. North Pole, South Pole? All irrelevant, my compass only points to them.
✧ Note C: Activation Energy The minimum energy needed to start a reaction. For me, that's three hours of inner turmoil, two hours of Mydei pep talks, and one caffeine overdose just to text them: 'hey do u wanna study together later maybe if you're free haha'.
✧ Note D: Chemical Equilibrium When the forward and reverse reactions are equal and occur at the same rate. It's like when they flirt with me by accident and I flirt back on purpose, they get flustered and I get flustered, we both freaked out and retreated at the same time. Balance. Equilibrium achieved. Both parties suffering.
"You're gonna fail both chem and romance in the same semester at this rate."
"HEY!!"
Mydei is tired and exasperated.
But Phainon? Phainon has never understood chemistry better.

III. Midterm Examinations and the Paper That Started It All
Phainon's Chemistry Midterm Paper
(Graded by: Professor Anaxagoras Professor Cerces)
Comment (all written in Cerces' handwriting): Professor Anaxa has refused to grade this paper properly so I have taken the liberty of grading it in his stead.
Question 1: Define polar vs non-polar covalent bonds. Answer: A polar bond is like when I like them more than they like me. Unbalanced, but still connected. A non-polar bond is when we're both blushing idiots too afraid to confess. Equal, with maximum tension. (I prefer non-polar, personally) Comment: Full marks.
Question 2: Describe an exothermic reaction. Answer: An exothermic reaction releases heat into the surroundings. Like when they laughed. Or when they brushed my hair back last Tuesday and I short-circuited. Pretty sure I melted internally. 100% heat released. No regrets. Comment: Correct. Also, too much detail.
Question 3: Explain Le Chatelier's Principle. Answer: When a system is disturbed, it shifts to restore balance. If I start ignoring them (usually by accident), they start sending me dog memes. When they forget to reply, I send them stupid chemistry puns. We always shift to equilibrium, return to chaotic harmony. It's the balance of love. Comment: Scientific accuracy = ✔️ Emotional damage = also ✔️
Question 4: What is an intermolecular force, and how does it differ from intramolecular force? Answer: Intermolecular = between separate molecules = the gravitational pull I feel when they walk by. Intramolecular = inside the molecule = the feelings I try to supress but fail to contain. TL;DR: both are responsible for me being completely stuck on them Comment: Perfectly phrased. It's brilliant, but also tragic.
Extra Credit (Free Response): What does chemistry mean to you? Answer: Chemistry is the invisible pull between two elements. Sometimes reactive, sometimes dangerous. but sometimes... just right. They are the element I wasn't supposed to discover, but now that I have, I don't think I'll ever be inert again. Also, please pass me. I need this for graduation. I'll even name my next molecule after you. Comment: A+ Score. And do note that the one who graded this paper is me, Cerces, not Anaxa.
Final Score: 85/100. PASS.

IV. And The News Spreads
It starts small.
Anaxa "accidentally" leaks a few lines to Aglaea in the faculty lounge. A student nearby heard their conversation and got their hands on the original paper. An anonymous student submitted it to the school zine as a meme; it somehow passed checks and got published under the title "Chemical Bonding: The Sappy Edition". The zine was quickly stopped soon after but word still spread faster than flu season in the dorm halls.
But they weren't just laughing at it, they were studying with it. Freshmen started using it as study guides. Then came the memes, the academic forum post, and a bootleg version was reprinted under the name "Chemistry of Love 101" in a study zine.
And Phainon... Phainon became a chemistry icon.

V. The Dreaded Day (But This Time Phainon Is Ready)
Phainon walks in early with a confident stride and sit front and center. He was calm. Too calm. Anaxa side-eyes him from his position on the podium.
A few hours later, the exam papers had all been collected and ready for grading. Anaxa's hands reaches for one at random. He took a quick glance at the answer, then stared hard at the name column, and finally released a huge sigh. Today is going to be a long day.
Then, one afternoon, the results came in
Students filtered out of the lecture hall in waves, clutching their graded papers with expressions ranging from mild horror to cautious joy.
You were sitting on the steps outside the chemistry building, drink in one hand and phone on the other, scrolling aimlessly. The air was buzzing with noise and the breeze was warm. You honestly didn't expect much from today—maybe a nap, maybe existential dread. But what you certainly didn't expect is for Phainon to stand in front of you, nervously hugging a stack of papers like it contained both his future and his grocery list.
"Hey," he said.
You looked up. He was flushed, hair a little messy, expression nervous but hopeful.
"Hey," you answered, smiling. "You okay?"
He hesitated, then dropped onto the step beside you with a dramatic sigh.
"I'm about to do something dumb," he muttered.
You raised an eyebrow at that. "Is it the same kind of dumb as replacing Mydei's sugar and salt bottles, or...?"
"No, like—emotionally dumb," he said, then pulled a single sheet from the middle of the stack and held it out. "Here. Read this."
You blinked. "You're... giving me your final exam paper?"
"Just look at it. Please?" he said, eyes wide and weirdly intense. "I swear it's not about the grades."
You took the page. At the top was his name written in familiar scrawl.
And right below that is what you could recognise as Anaxa's handwriting:
Grade: 100/100
Comment: I refuse to ever lay my (singular) eye on this paper again. I recommend you send these "texts" to the actual recipient instead of my grading inbox.
You snorted. "Already promising," you said, flipping the page.
What followed is less like a science exam and more like a romantic thesis disguised as academic desperation.
Some carefully selected excerpts from Phainon's finals:
"A chemical reaction must overcome activation energy. I overcame mine the day I met them."
"Endothermic reactions absorb heat. But being around them is exothermic, they make me burn and I will do so happily."
"Stability constant, K = [Products]/[Reactants]. And I am more stable when they are near."
"When I say I love them, it's not hyperbole. It's data. Proven through every beat of my heart and every laugh of theirs that knocks the air out of my lungs. They are the catalyst and I am hopelessly, irreversibly reacting."
And at the very end, written almost like a postscript, is your name followed by "will you be my equilibrium?"
You stared at the last line for a long moment, something warm and strange tightening in your chest. Beside you, Phainon was silent. You turned your head. He was staring straight ahead, hands fidgeting on his lap, as if afraid to look you in the eye.
"You really wrote all this?" you asked softly.
He let out a breath that trembled at the edges. "Yeah. I didn't think Professor Anaxa would read the whole thing. I was just—y'know—sleep deprived, emotionally compromised, and full of caffeine."
You traced the margin of the paper with your finger.
"But I meant all of it," his voice was firm although he still wasn't looking at you. "Even if i flunked, i figured i should try telling the truth, just once."
You reached into your bag and pulled out a red pen of your own. Phainon blinked as you uncapped it and scribbled something at the end of the paper, then passed it back to him.
He read it. Paused. And nearly fell off the steps.
Beside the black ink of his own handwriting is your newly added words written in red.
"will you be my equilibrium?"
Grade: 100/100
Comment: Yes. Always."
#phainon x reader#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#phainon fluff#hsr fluff#phainon#hsr phainon
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Felt Good About You



akaashi keiji x fem!reader
summary: delivering a revised manuscript to your editor turns into something more.
cw: nsfw (18+) - mdni!!, smut, fluff, post-time skip, oral sex, vaginal fingering, praise kink, handjob, p in v
wc: 4.8k
a/n: i'm afraid i have the fattest crush on akaashi
also on ao3!
“The romance isn’t working.”
You groan when your editor pushes your manuscript for this week’s chapter towards you. You didn’t need any more bumps in the road, not when you were already running behind on deadlines, with the publishing company breathing down your neck to get the next volume out.
“The romance is fine, Akaashi” you mumble, flicking through the pages of the manuscript to skim through his notes.
“If it was fine, I wouldn’t be here,” he replies dryly.
Akaashi was as blunt as ever. Most of the time you appreciated his honesty, he was the reason for such success with your manga after all, but sometimes he managed to get on your nerves.
“It’s an unnecessary subplot,” he continues, flipping through a couple of pages to show you a few of the panels you had drawn, “there’s just no plausible progression between the two, no chemistry.”
You glare at him. He was really starting to get on your nerves. Akaashi rolls his eyes when he sees your glare, reaching out to flick your forehead.
“You’re already behind on the scheduled publishing date,” he reminds you, crossing his arms over his chest, “and I get the short end of the stick because I’m your editor.”
“The higher-ups love you,” you retort.
You stare pointedly at the small stash of awards that were tucked onto a shelf in his office, the small trophies and plaques a clear display of the company’s commendation for his work.
“Not enough to let me work in the literature department,” he mutters bitterly.
“I’m right here!” you protest, an exasperated expression spreading across your face.
“Yeah, yeah,” Akaashi murmurs.
He taps your manuscript a few more times before giving you a stern look.
“Get me the revised version by tonight, otherwise you’ll miss out on this week’s issue.”
You curse him under your breath, giving him one final glare as you gather the pages of your manuscript into your hands. You had come into his office thinking he’d been fine with the story, but now you had somehow ended up with more work than before, and an even tighter deadline.
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A few hours later, you end up finding yourself outside Akaashi’s apartment. Guilt had won out in the end, and you figured that it wasn’t fair to let him take the blame for your tardiness. Revised manuscript clutched against your chest, you ring his doorbell.
You can feel your throat dry when he opens up the door. His hair is damp, towel slung around the back of his neck. He’s wearing an old volleyball shirt with sweatpants, and you don’t think you’ll ever get used to him looking so domestic.
Akaashi stares at you blankly, clearly not expecting you. Usually you would’ve just emailed the revised manuscript over to him, not show up outside his door.
“I felt guilty,” you blurt out, cheeks flushing at the awkwardness in the air, “and- and I ordered gyoza so it should be here in a few minutes.”
“Right,” he says after a moment, “you didn’t have to.”
You stare at each other for a moment longer until he sighs, opening the door wider to let you in.
“You’re just as bad as Bokuto,” he informs you.
The mention of the pro-volleyball player makes a smile spread across your face. You had met Akaashi’s volleyball friends a few times when they had enlisted your help in throwing Akaashi a surprise birthday party - which had maybe ended up in a disaster - as well as when you had wound up to a few of their games.
“He’s a sweet guy,” you reply, handing him your manuscript.
Akaashi only hums in response, walking over to his desk. He hangs his towel on the back of his chair before sitting down. You watch as he slips his glasses on, examining the pages of your now edited work.
“I thought you’d try and fight me about the romance,” he murmurs, his pen making a few adjustments here and there.
“Figured it wasn’t worth it,” you sigh, slumping on the couch in his living room, “you were right, as always.”
He peers over at you, his eyes narrowing as he watches the sulky look on your face. Despite your random bouts of laziness, even Akaashi had to agree that you were a good mangaka whose popularity had built up a loyal reader base.
“Look,” Akaashi says, setting his pen down, “if you’re that hung up about cutting those scenes, start drafting it now.”
Your gaze shoots up to meet his eyes.
“Seriously?” you ask, eyeing him suspiciously.
Akaashi was dedicated, sure, but he wasn’t exactly one to take on extra work. Sometimes you felt as though he would’ve been right at home in the literature department, editing novels instead of volumes of manga. It was like he worked with you out of obligation, not enjoyment, despite the friendship you had built up over the years.
“Yeah,” he says, pushing his glasses up a bit further to sit better on the slope of his nose, “I’m serious.”
You don’t get to dwell any longer on your editor’s change in mind, the sound of the doorbell piercing through your conversation. Akaashi waves you away when you move towards the door, grabbing the delivered containers of gyoza himself.
He sits down beside you on the couch, handing you one container whilst he takes the other. For some reason, you’re feeling more on edge than usual. The brush of his arm against yours has heat rising to your cheeks, body growing taut with the way your stomach is swirling with nervousness.
It was no secret that Akaashi was one of the most handsome men in the office, and you had maybe developed a tiny crush on the man, which was now inflating into something that was not so tiny, and much, much harder to control the more time you spent with him.
“You okay?” Akaashi asks, peering over you.
You don’t trust yourself enough to reply which is why you stuff a gyoza into your mouth and nod rapidly.
Silence lapses over you both as you eat, but you can feel his eyes boring into the side of your head. You pretend not to notice, trying to engross yourself in the taste of the gyoza and the tang of soy sauce.
Akaashi slouches slightly, his body relaxing as time passes. You can see it in the way his shoulders drop, his thighs spreading as he gets more comfortable.
“Instead of adding romance as a subplot, why don’t you make it into another story altogether?”
You blink over at him, surprised.
“I don’t have time to write another manga,” you say, shaking your head, “I’d have to find another publisher if I wanted to write something that was purely romance.”
“Shonen manga in the romance genre exist,” he replies, running his hand through his hair, “or you could just self-publish.”
You’d been hoping to avoid the topic of self-publishing. Sure, you knew of it, participated in it even. It’d been used as a creative outlet, to get out some ideas that you couldn’t work on when your success as a mangaka had grown. Besides, it wasn’t like you could tell Akaashi that you had drawn up stories that were, well, inappropriate.
“But that would be too much work,” you sigh, trying to stop his train of thought.
Akaashi stares at you thoughtfully. The more you spend time with him, the more you begin to regret your choice to come here. Emailing the manuscript to him would’ve been the smarter choice, but you just had to feel sorry for the guy.
“I did read one the other day that had a similar art style to yours.”
Fuck, fuck, fuck. You can feel your composure slipping. There was no way he could know that you self-published stories that were practically panel after panel of porn. Maybe he enjoyed it? One thought leads to another and you find yourself imagining Akaashi with his hand wrapped around his cock, his head tipped back as he strokes himself.
“What was it about?” you manage to grit out, trying to see through the haze of your indecent thoughts.
“About a couple,” he says simply, “they ended up fucking.”
You can feel the hope swirling in your mind fade. Akaashi definitely knew.
“Didn’t know you read that sort of thing.”
“I’m a man, aren’t I? Sometimes porn just doesn’t cut it. The story was pretty great too.”
He thought the story was great? You can’t help yourself from perking up, the compliment making you feel warm.
“I just find it so strange,” he murmurs, leaning closer to you.
You swallow harshly, mustering up a smile with your trembling lips, “why’s that?”
“The author’s note,” Akaashi says, “the little bunny avatar was the same as yours.”
So, you had messed up. You spy the front door from the corner of your eyes. If you walked, you’d get there in about ten steps, but if you ran, you’d get there in about three - maybe two - strides. Sure, you wouldn’t ever be able to face Akaashi again, but you think you’d be fine with it. Report filed to the higher ups stating creative differences and you’d be able to find a new editor, no problem.
“It’s all probably just a coincidence,” you say nonchalantly, “plenty of people like bunnies.”
“Some of the dialogue was similar to yours, distinct writing and all that.”
You grit your teeth. The man didn’t know when to let go.
“Like I said, coincidence.”
“Right,” he says, nodding along, “a coincidence. Was it also a coincidence that the couple that had sex was a mangaka and her editor?”
You scramble to your feet when he says that. Letting out an awkward laugh, your cheeks heated with embarrassment, you decide that this is the best time to take your leave.
“Have- have a good night!” you say, voice pitching.
Determination has Akaashi’s eyes gleaming and now you’re bolting, feet nearly tripping over each other as you dart towards his apartment door. It seems as though fate isn’t in your favor tonight, Akaashi’s hand curling around your wrist as he catches onto you before you can open the door. You squeak when he slams his hand against the wall, right next to your head as he pushes you up against the door.
“Classic scene,” he murmurs, his eyes narrowing as he takes in your meek expression, “you always use it.”
“Fuck off, Akaashi!” you snap, pushing at his chest.
It’s a struggle, but you reach back behind you, hand grabbing blindly for the door handle. He doesn’t let you reach it, catching your wrist and pinning it against the door.
“You sure?” Akaashi asks, his eyes darkened, “or maybe you want me to fuck you.”
Your breath catches in your throat, mouth opening before closing again. There’s nothing left in you, no retorts, no words to get yourself out of this situation. He lets out a sigh when he feels your body relax, his hand on your wrist loosening as he lets go. You stare up at him, biting your lip nervously.
“You should’ve said something,” he says quietly, adjusting his glasses.
“And embarrass myself?” you mutter, picking at the wool of your sweater.
Akaashi doesn’t say anything, his hand smoothing up your hip and settling on your waist. Your eyes widen, arousal shooting through your body as he presses himself closer, his other hand finding your waist. Akaashi squeezes gently and you bite back a whine, eyes drooping slightly as he just squeezes and pets at your sides.
“It was good,” he says hoarsely, “the story, the details, the sex… came to it a couple of times.”
“You- you liked it?” you whisper, voice airy.
“Yeah,” he whispers back, his eyes meeting yours, “liked it… like you.”
Your eyes flutter shut when he kisses your cheek, your heart thudding in your chest. You never dreamt it’d come down to this, but you find yourself grateful for Akaashi’s observational nature.
He takes his glasses off, placing them into his pocket. Akaashi’s lips drag across your cheek, pressing soft kisses against your skin. He kisses the corner of your mouth, lips brushing against yours gently.
“Kiss me, Akaashi” you whisper, arms wrapping around his neck.
“Yeah,” Akaashi says softly, “yeah, I’ll kiss you, baby.”
A contented sigh escapes you as he slots his lips over yours, kissing you gently. The heat between you begins to grow, his hands slipping under your sweater to feel your bare skin. You gasp into his mouth, his hands surprisingly warm.
Akaashi smiles against your lips, his hand running up your back as his kisses turn hungrier, his tongue tracing the seam of your lips. You let him lick into your mouth, tugging at his hair desperately. Rocking up onto the tips of your toes, you deepen the kiss, pulling him impossibly closer.
He wraps his arms around your waist, groaning when your nails scratch his scalp fleetingly. You bite your kiss-swollen lip as he drags his lips down your neck, landing heated kisses to your skin.
Akaashi kisses the pulse of your throat, his lips finding their way back to yours. Soft pants fill the air, his smile hazy as he peers down at you. You smile back, head tilting to the side to let him kiss your cheek again.
“You’re such a dork,” he whispers, his eyes twinkling.
“Shut up,” you whine, pushing at his chest.
He grins, his hands grasping yours. Akaashi pulls you away from the door, his arms wrapping around the backs of your thighs as he picks you up. You laugh, legs wrapping around his waist, lips pressing against his as he carries you to his bed.
Akaashi lays you down on his bed and you watch with half-lidded eyes as he pulls his shirt off. He might not have played as competitively like he did in highschool, but you had been there when he had played with his friends. It’d been entrancing to watch the way he had set the ball for his friends, the ball curving through the air cleanly for the spiker to hit.
“‘s not fair how good you look,” you grumble, pouting.
He rolls his eyes, crawling onto the bed, his body hovering over yours.
“You look pretty good yourself,” Akaashi says, his fingers playing with the hem of your sweater.
You lift your arms for him, letting him pull it off of you. His gaze fixes on the swell of your breasts and you flush, looking away.
“You’re shy now?” He murmurs, a soft laugh escaping him as he kisses your jaw.
“You’re such a jerk,” you huff out.
Akaashi smiles and you don’t think you’ll ever be able to be truly angry with him. He’s patient more than anything, caring and always honest. You’ve never met a man like him, never met someone who could quell your worries the way he could. It makes you want to never let go.
His body settles between your thighs, his nimble fingers pulling your bra free. Your nipples pebble in the cold air and Akaashi leans forward, his hot, wet mouth enveloping a hard bud into his mouth.
You whine brokenly, back arching slightly as he sucks your nipple, tongue swirling around the bud. He groans as you run your fingers through his hair, his mouth suctioning around your breast for a few moments before he pulls off with a pop.
His mouth finds your other breast, kissing the side of it, mouthing at your skin. You can feel his tongue caress the underside of it, laving across your breast before he bites gently at your flesh, his half-lidded eyes meeting yours.
“You’re a fuckin’ tease,” he whispers against your breast.
You shake your head, mewling when his hand slides up, his fingers pitching at your spit-coated nipples. He rests his head between your breasts, watching you contentedly as you writhe under the onslaught of his touches.
“A- Akaashi,” you whimper, hips bucking, “want- want more, please.”
“So polite, baby” he coos, his hands groping at your breasts.
He pulls away from you and you whine, lifting your hips for him when he peels your pants off. There’s a moment of silence and you’re anticipating the feel of his mouth on your body, only for him to let out a low laugh.
“Bunnies til the end, huh?” Akaashi asks, his fingers playing with the waistband of your panties.
Your brows furrow, not quite sure what he’s talking about until you prop yourself on your elbows and see that you’re wearing a pair of bunny-patterned panties.
“Oh, fuck off,” you groan, slumping back down onto the bed and slinging your arm over your eyes.
“They’re cute,” he smiles, prying your arm away from your face, “just like you, baby.”
Akaashi grasps one of your legs, bringing it to his mouth as he runs his hand along the length of it, kissing the sole of your foot and then your ankle. A soft hum leaves you, watching as he kisses up your leg, his kisses feather-light.
You run your fingers through his hair as he kisses the little bow on your panties, his nose pressing between your clothed folds to breathe you in.
“Pussy’s soaked through,” Akaashi murmurs, pulling back to look at your dampened panties.
“‘s your fault,” you slur, trying to push his face back to where you want it.
“All my fault,” he agrees, his tongue licking up over your panties, “guess I’ll have to take care of you then.”
You nod, trying to stop the little twitches that shoot through your body. Akaashi lets his mouth latch onto you, trying to suck the slick that’s soaked through the fabric of your panties.
“A- ah!” you pant, fingers fisting his hair as he squeezes your hips, his face nuzzling deeper between your thighs.
Akaashi’s lithe fingers pull at your panties, dragging them down your thighs. You don’t miss the way he tucks them into his pocket.
“Always so pretty, baby” he whispers, his thumbs pulling apart your folds to expose your pussy.
He moans when he sees the translucent strings of arousal that cling to your folds, his tongue darting out to lick up the little strings. You whimper when he kisses your clit gently, watching as he rubs the pad of his thumb against your swollen clit. Thighs twitching, you shift, trying to tilt your hips a little higher so you can feel his mouth on you.
“Ask for it,” Akaashi says, his cheek pressing against your thigh as he stares up at you.
“‘m not- ‘m not asking for it,” you retort, glaring at him.
“Bet it’d feel good,” he whispers, his tongue lolling out of his mouth.
You whine when he just keeps his tongue there, saliva dripping from the tip of it and onto your pussy. He makes an obscene noise, gathering some more saliva, spitting on your cunt.
“All you gotta do is ask,” he coaxes, his arms wrapping around your thighs, “clit looks so achy… makes me wanna kiss it better.”
“P- please,” you whisper, your voice barely audible.
“Didn’t quite catch that,” Akaashi smiles up at you, his eyes twinkling.
You’ll have to get him back for his teasing later, but right now you can’t wait.
“Please lick my pussy!”
You squeal when he latches his mouth onto you again, his tongue lapping over your wet pussy. He groans and you tug at his hair, thighs squeezing around his head as he laves his tongue over you greedily, letting his tongue dip into your hole before he sucks your clit into his mouth.
Legs kicking out, you let out a strangled noise as he flicks his tongue over your clit. Akaashi lands the filthiest kisses to your clit, alternating between sucking and little pecks, while he’s sunk two fingers inside of you. They curl up inside of you, grazing your sensitive spot perfectly. He fucks his fingers in and out of you, your wanton noises filling his bedroom.
Akaashi presses his face deeper, his fingers crooking. The feeling of his mouth in tandem with his fingers has you whimpering and whining, airy noises spilling from your lips at his ministrations. You might not ever be able to go without him ever again.
He holds you in place as you thrash, the overwhelming feeling inside of you building and building. Akaashi slips his fingers out of you in favor of devouring your cunt again, licking through your velvety folds, his tongue swirling before he presses it inside of you.
“Taste so fuckin’ good,” he growls.
You blink down at him dazedly. There’s a light flush covering his cheeks, his mouth glistening with your wetness. He opens his mouth to say something else but you ignore him, pushing his head so that his lips are flush against your cunt. Akaashi lets out a muffled laugh against your pussy, his tongue licking over you again.
Hand squeezing at your breast, you bite your lip, losing yourself in the caress of his tongue. He laps over you, again and again, pressing sloppy kisses to your clit.
“Gonna come,” you whisper, feeling the softness of his hair under your palm, “gonna come, ‘kaashi.”
He tilts your hips a little more, rising up onto his knees with your legs slung over his shoulders. You squeal again when he shakes his head, tongue dragging from side to side before he plunges it inside of you, his thumb pressing against your clit at the same time.
Your thighs squeeze tightly around his head as you come, loosening after a while when twitches rack through your body. Akaashi squeezes your thighs, lets your legs slip from his shoulders as he kisses your trembling thighs.
“Good girl,” he whispers.
Akaashi kisses your cheek and wipes the stray curls of your hair away from your face. A soft sheen of sweat covers your body and he hums, smoothing his thumbs over the underside of your breasts.
He lays down beside you and you curl up beside him, eyes catching on the bulge in his sweatpants.
“Need some help?” you murmur, fingers dragging down his chest.
“If you don’t mind,” he sighs, his arm wrapping around your waist to hold you close to him.
You smile, kissing his jaw gently as your hand slides past his navel, disappearing into his sweatpants. The weight of his cock is heavy and hot and Akaashi moans softly when your hand curls around his length.
“Ask for it, ‘kaashi,” you whisper, voice lilting.
“You’re such a brat,” he mutters.
“Use your manners, Keiji.”
His eyes widen when you use his name and you grin, landing a soft kiss to his cheek as your breasts squish up against his bicep. You squeeze around his cock and he lets out a soft whine, his hips bucking.
“Fuck- fuck hah-,” Akaashi grits out, “stroke my cock, baby, hm? Please?”
You hum softly, beginning to move your hand. His thick cock twitches as you stroke him, your wrist rotating.
He pants softly, his head turning to meet yours. You smile, running your fingers through his hair, brushing the soft strands out of his eyes. Affection bursts inside of you, heart fluttering as the flush on his cheeks deepens.
His brows have drawn together and you smooth your thumb over them, peppering soft kisses over his face, leg slinging over his as you pull down his sweatpants to free his cock completely. Akaashi’s cock has filled out, pre-cum smearing across his abdomen. You caress the head of it, giggling when he lets out a broken moan as you rub your thumb against the tip.
“You look so handsome,” you say, stroking his cock a little faster.
Akaashi smiles and you dip your head, kissing him. He groans, his hips chasing after the feeling of your hand around him as you kiss. Your hand tightens a little, squeezing at the tip of his cock. Pre-cum wets your hand, soft gasps escaping Akaashi as you let your tongue slip into his mouth.
“Keiji,” you whisper, lips brushing over his, “Keiji, will you fuck me?”
You squeak in surprise when he manages to grab onto your waist, lifting you up and placing you on his lap. His cock is snug between your folds and you whine, dragging your hips along the length of it, biting your lip as more pre-cum leaks from him.
“Sit on my cock, baby” he whispers, smoothing his hands up your thighs.
You nod, shifting a little so that you’re up on your knees. Akaashi watches as you grip the base of his cock, moaning when you rub his cock against your pussy, letting it catch on your clit. Akaashi’s head tips back as you sink down, whimpery, little noises leaving you as your pussy swallows up his cock.
It’s so thick inside of you, fitting so snugly that you clench around him. Akaashi wraps an arm around your waist, bringing your front flush against him. He lets you tuck your face into the crook of his neck, his arms tightening around your waist. You can feel him move, his feet flat against the bed as he bends his knees.
“K- Keiji!” you wail when he begins to fuck up into you.
Akaashi grunts, holding you against him as he moves his hips, rutting up into you. His hands grope at your ass, gripping your ass tightly as he moves a little more forcefully. You bury your face deeper into the crook of his neck, pressing sloppy kisses against his skin as you smooth your hand over his hair.
“Is this- fuck,” Akaashi grits out, “is this what you imagined when you drew up those panels?”
You nod, too far gone to cling onto the remnants of your stubbornness.
“Yeah?” he whispers, “imagined me fucking up into you, huh?”
“Y- yes!” you cry out, body squirming when he lands a heavy spank to your ass.
“Good fuckin’ girl,” he growls.
A soft mewl leaves you at the praise, your hips swaying back lazily to meet his thrusts. The sound of his hips slapping into your ass echoes through his room, your wetness leaking around his cock and coating his balls.
Your body rocks against his, your hand gripping at the sheets beside his head when he adjusts his grip on you, planting his feet a bit firmer against his mattress to thrust into you harder. You gasp at the sensation, sinking your teeth into his shoulder when his cock hits deep inside of you.
Akaashi hisses at the feeling of your teeth, spanking your ass again before you clench around him with a scream, body shuddering on top of his as you come.
“Baby, baby, you gotta let go,” he rasps.
You shake your head stubbornly, pushing your hips down so that it swallows his cock all the way to the base.
“Inside, Keiji.”
He groans, his hands kneading at your hips roughly. You can feel the twitch of his cock, a satisfied coo leaving your lips when he comes, spurts of his hot cum filling you up. Akaashi’s hips stutter, thrusting into you unevenly as his cock jerks, more cum flooding your pussy.
You both pant, chests heaving. Akaashi rubs his hand along your back and you emerge from the crook of his neck, a drunken smile on your face.
He laughs hoarsely at your expression, cupping your cheek to guide you into another kiss while his cock softens inside of you. It’s a little uncomfortable, but you don’t mind, losing yourself in the heat of his body as cum leaks from your pussy.
“How long have you known?” you ask, tracing the slope of his nose.
“About a month,” he murmurs.
“A month?” you scoff, hitting his chest, “and you didn’t say anything?”
Akaashi grins, grabbing your hand and bringing it up to his lips to kiss across your knuckles.
“That would ruin the fun.”
You roll your eyes, prodding your fingers into his chest, “it was hardly fun, Keiji.”
“But you got what you wanted, didn’t you?” he whispers.
You laugh when he flips you onto your back, moaning softly when you feel his cock beginning to harden again inside of you.
“Put- put your glasses on,” you whisper, head tipping back as he rolls his hips into you.
Akaashi reaches over to dig his glasses out from the pocket of his discarded sweatpants, pushing them up to sit comfortably on his nose.
You clench around him at the sight, biting your lip as you give him a pleased smile.
“Knew you had a thing for ‘em.”
He grabs at your legs, moving them so that they’re pressed against his chest, your ankles resting on his shoulders.
“Use this as inspiration, baby,” Akaashi smirks, “I’ll even edit it for you.”
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I'm always interested in analyses that portray a romanced Solas as a predatory hee hee trickster god manipulating a young and impressionable Lavellan into falling for him and if that's your world state go ahead and live your truth b/c it's frankly none of my business, but I sincerely think there are those who forget that for a lot of people, a romanced Lavellan is (with all due respect to my own Solasmancing Inquisitor Rielle Lavelllan) batshit crazy. Having her boyfriend turn out to be a wolf god is honestly the least of her problems but oh boy is she unafraid to become one to fix this mess.
This is a woman who woke up in a dungeon with a glowing hand, figured out she could fix the world, and thought "fuck it, it's not like I'll have anything else better to do if Corypheus sticks around. Also. Everyone here kind of looks like they want to kill me, so maybe I'll stick with the protective powers that be for a minute." And then all of five seconds later she gets her hand snatched by a sketchy elven apostate who knows exactly what to do with her shiny new powers and cannot stop himself from having a Mr. Darcy level hand-flex after he lets it go (in my heart and soul this happens just out of the camera's gaze) and goes "hmm maybe there's something to be said for this world saving thing."
This is a woman who brought an entire fucking avalanche down on herself and three of her closest friends (and I do mean closest as in physical proximity, she doesn't know these people who are looking at her like she's Thedas' Next Top Idol) because even if it killed her it was the proper middle finger to send to the wannabe god bringing his army tap-dancing down the mountain pass towards her on the one night she had scheduled off to celebrate finally taking a W.
This is a woman going Take 2 Electric Boogaloo on waking up with no idea where she is and learning she was successful in spite-dragging herself up a different fucking mountain in a blizzard. Except now everyone is fighting wait nope now they're Kumbaya-ing a song Andraste's Herald should really probably be familiar with whoops, oh thank God, time for a side convo with the same apostate who's been trying to turn her entire life into a history class only for her to dive in headfirst (much to his initial abject horror) and get that good good discourse she needs since she can't go around arguing with everyone else like she wants to. "The orb is ours." You know what? Of course it is. But if they need the world saved from an elven oopsie, who better to right things than an elf? Fuck it, we ball.
This is a woman who misses being close to nature and goes positively feral at Skyhold, yeeting herself over balconies and banisters and turning the ancient fortress into her personal parkour playground because she's got energy to work off and shit to do, and if the path of least resistance to hunt down everyone she needs to talk to is coincidentally the same path that will absolutely wreck her knees by the time she's sixty, that's just how it has to be.
This is a woman who finds herself back at Haven with a man she's found it possible to be unfetteringly unabashedly herself with and thinks, "hey, maybe there could be more than the flirations we've exchanged over heated discussions and philosophical deep-dives, maybe I can have just one smooch as a treat." And when she feels her slowly unfurling passion reciprocated only to be shut down? She resolves herself to fight for this fledgling love and all the fade tongue that comes with it. This is a woman who gets the tiniest glimpse of what a retirement plan might look like after this whole saving the mortal world thing and buys all the way in.
This is a woman who has Grey Wardens to save from themselves, an empire trying to self-cannibalize, and still finds the time to go rescue a spirit because she, as a fellow comrade caught up in this mess, knows damn well that no innocent deserves to suffer if she can help it while she's got this insane amount of power she never asked for. And if that happens to lead to the man she feels safe enough to nap on the library couches with confessing at last the feelings she knows he's been smothering beneath his all-too-collected surface? Yeah, she'll take that W.
This is a woman who gets absolutely blasted head-over-ass into the fade and goes "honestly things were going a little TOO well." This is a woman who sneaks a peak at the closest fears of the companions she's come to know and love and goes "not on my fucking watch." This is a woman who sees that the man she forces herself to learn the old language for, her vhenan, fears being alone more than anything in the entire knowing world and resolves herself to ensuring it never comes to pass.
This is a woman who gets the opportunity to shape the government of a straight up country and runs around collecting wooden fucking halla in a palace full of elven servants with no time to dwell on that particularly cruel irony because out here it's scheme or be schemed. This a woman who collapses against a balcony railing after putting out some of the sickest literal and metaphorical dance moves The Game has ever seen, resigned to bear her ever-increasing burdens alone, only to find her heart and his horrible horrible hat extending a hand, promising her that if he is not alone, then neither is she.
Like, do you feel me here?
And then he dares to think something as sudden and damning as the truth is enough to keep her away? The queen of tough conversations and tougher choices? No, no, dear readers who have made it this far into my descent into madness.
Inquisitor Lavellan is a master-class in encouraging the odds against her to fuck around and find out. She is a rift-mending false-god-bashing politcally savvy terror upon all of Thedas. Solas (and all of the living breathing world) is lucky she took time out of her busy schedule to notice the way his smile softens when talking about spirits or appreciate the fluidity of his form when they're obliterating venatori out in the field. This man cradled her cheeks in his shaking hands, looked into weary and wide eyes and called her beautiful, and had the audacity to steal her heart before trying to peace out and take it with him.
If she's got to track down a real god this time and frog march him into the fade to reclaim both her heart and the future she fought for because all he wants to do is launch himself like a meteor towards achieving his greatest fear, if she has to spend hours lecturing him on the sheer audacity of his ass while spirits float by and realize they're grateful they never had the chance to take on a body and subject themselves to a verbal lashing this brutal, if she has to do cartwheels around him while dropping all sorts of sweet nothings in the language she is now quite proficient in until he gets it through his luminous gleaming skull that when she said "var lath vir suledin" my girl meant it? Then that's what she's going to do.
"I wish it could, vhenan."
Oh it's going to, buddy. Buckle up to get wrecked, to get absolutely loved and cherished you fool, because Inquisitor Lavellan is not the Dread Wolf's prey, she's his hunter.
#sure Solas is a god but she's the woman crazy enough to love one#solas#dragon age inquisition#inquisitor lavellan#solavellan hell#solavellan#solas dragon age#solas x lavellan
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